Sometimes it's all plan, organize, and do the damn paperwork (or website work, as it may be)... when one just wants to paint, paint, paint!
However! .. persevere and rewards will come. The Creative Spirits of the Universe will bloom within when we open up and invite them in.
“Creativity is sacred, and it is not sacred. What we make matters enormously, and it doesn’t matter at all. We toil alone, and we are accompanied by spirits. We are terrified, and we are brave. Art is a crushing chore and a wonderful privilege. Only when we are at our most playful can divinity finally get serious with us. Make space for all these paradoxes to be equally true inside your soul, and I promise—you can make anything. So please calm down now and get back to work, okay? The treasures that are hidden inside you are hoping you will say yes.”